怨天尤人又怎么样，不成熟就是不成熟。
他说，别怕，你不是一个人，因为不只你一个人。
我也不见得有多深刻的体会，突然问我难不难过，其实你又想听什么呢。
肚子饿了就吃饭，流汗了就冲澡，可是再想发脾气，到头来我也只懂得忍。
独生子女恣意妄为吗？笑，世上哪有不为了五斗米折腰的人，更何况庸俗如我。
你说他笔下写不出你要的意境，可有几个人是别人100%的影子，你又为了多少人执笔写下一个接一个的错误。
求同存异。嗯，好像还有人说，只要存在的，就有它的合理性。
我再次说服了自己，可惜我只能说服自己。
你带走我的心结，却压不下我满腹愁情。
世界之大，容身之处何止三窟，兔先生你又要向那个方向逃离我？
爱丽丝天真浪漫，我也只能视而不见。
杯中物可是穿肠毒药，醉了或许就能知分晓。
人言酒能暖腹，夫子可知有何妙方，能速速解这心底凉意？

我不离开。做功名上的逃兵，只显孤僻，和清高划不上等号。
没有梦想没有摇篮又如何，只要你陪我唱完这曲，
那心醉心碎心悸都只是风过无痕。

Don't let the weakness take over now.

The doubt will pass,
the bitterness will subside,
eventually the mind will clear up,
it will make sense somehow.

It's not a matter of right or wrong,
it's just a question of timing.
A temporary lapse of logic is a small price to pay
for long term control of this life.

No one has to be wrong.
I shouldn't have to hate.
I'll just do what I always do.
Wait.
When they recover,
I'll recover.


I still think I am an onion.
You may peel these layers off,
you may fry me inside out
you still don't get your potato.

Though I would love a potato for company.

I can't think.

and I am not even high on booze.

bleeeeeehpluuuuffffffffleeeeeeearrrrrriiiiiiiiiiixxxxxxxxxxx

why the fuck is everything so dead & boring?

I refuse to go back to school, no way.

I wanna marry someone who is inwardly outrageous
 

This dude actually looks like Johnny Depp. Lol.

加油!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And stay strong =DDDDD

=u=


I think I'm mad.

I am so happy.

So let's dance,

or rather,









jump.



out of into the shit hole.

You pick up a book, determined to finish it before the term ends. Yet somehow you toss it away, because you think you already knew the ending.

You take an obscure bus, determined to be alone; but you don't turn away, when you see a familiar face smiling at you.

You talk to a friend, trying your best to be brave and unreserved. Yet you spend most of the time, swallowing the words that threaten to cut your throat.

You hold a hand, wanting to spread the warmth. Still you shiver, because the fear of that hand withdrawing from yours is greater than all the tenderness in your heart.

You shut a door, rejecting the kindness of a most forgiving heart. Then you find yourself weakening, as you close the door to someone ten times more selfish.

You place yourself before a cliff, so that you always only have one path to take. Next you wish you were dead, so that you can become someone who would never place herself before the cliff.

You try to be right, so you avoid making all the obvious mistakes; but somehow you still lose sleep, because your heart never agrees with the majority.

You want to eradicate all the inconsistencies, so you list them down to cross out the wrong moves. Yet you never get to the second step, because the list just gets longer.

Then you decide to stop, because there is no merit in rushing into things.

So here is the deal,

don't doubt everything all at the same time

because eventually, even sanity will leave your malfunctioning heart.

Cambodia.

Last Thursday I visited the polyclinic at yishun. I cycled there and there was this idiot who won't give way to me. I kept ringing the bell and shouted "excuse me sir, can I pass?" x 100 times.

Eventually I got past him and he had the nerve to look at me and say, "Oh so that was you?"

F.

Then I reached the clinic and took a queue number. Turned out the they take appointments now. I thought it was really smart and cute of them. Had a hard time waiting coz I couldn't breathe under my mask and my left cheek started to itch for no reason. Good timing, good job, ellen.

I queued for half an hour and was made to go upstairs to wait. Then it occurred to me that I should ask for the availability of the flu jabs before seeing the doc. Paying consultation fees is not really my favourite pastime. I walked down the stairs and asked a random nurse. She said I should go the third floor.

No lift in the area, had to climb up again. The reception at the third floor looked a bit pissed when I got up. So I smiled, trying to look friendly. Then I remembered I was wearing a mask.

"Er, I would like to know if this is the place for taking flu jabs?" 
"yea." 
"So can I take a jab today?" 
"No, you have to make an appointment" 
"Er, can I make an appointment now?" 
"No, you have to call to make an appointment." 
"But I am here." 
"No, this is the number" 
"-.-"

I called and the person who picked up my call said: 
"but you are at the clinic already, right?" 
"ya." 
"so why don't you just take the jab now?" 
"coz they said I have to make an appointment" 
"Oh. ok I will call to check" 
"...." 
"Oh ok then you come back tomorrow la, anytime" 
"..."

THE ENDDDDDDDDDDDDD.