Staring up into the solar system
All the stars are fixed up into the sky
I just want to sparkle for a moment
Before i just fizzle up and die

I'm happy because I'm stupid
Scared of spiders, scared of flying
If i wasn't so happy
I wouldnt be so scared of dying

Lied awake, waiting like a target
Listening for things I cannot see
Insects flutter up against my window
I don't like the way they look at me

So just be gentle with me
Travelling so tires
And I'll be gentle with you
I just can't switch myself...off
When I want to so, I never do
Because I'm mental, be gentle, be gentle
Just be gentle, be gentle, be gentle
And I'll be gentle, be gentle, be gentle, be gentle with you

That's the sort of thing you say at the end of the past and the beginning of the future.
With the present caught in the awkward middle.

"Oh my darling honey bee
I'll save you
even if it means I'll have to face the queen"

My problems are molecules compared to those that others face
that's what I keep telling myself
myself
la la la

"You were sitting at the coffee table
where you're reading Kierkegaard
Minutes later, you proceeded to say
something that almost broke my heart

You said, 'Darling, I am tired of livin' my routined life.
There's so much in the world that i'd like
to soak up with my eyes.'"

Suppose I can't take failures
Suppose setbacks are not my cup of tea
Should I eat my ego and ask for coffee to go with it

"And he stole from the rich and the poor
and the not-very-rich and the very poor
and he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away"

Everything external
Everything capable of affecting me
How should I proceed without having to cut them off like tumour cells?

Life is just what it is.
Not any higher,
nor any lower,
but where it has always been.

You have to face it before you fight it.

But I guess it's just too bad then.

Look at his boring timeless macho pose!



Heeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaa~!



























.........Oops, sorry wrong guy.
















Hey, stop fooling around! Show this guy some respect



And I have good reasons why we should do so.

















1) He never disappoints, even where 雷公 has failed us.



2)He gets rid of the lizards in the house when we most need him to.




3) Sometimes, even the lobsters that had escaped the local kitchens.




And yet, he is far from being indestructible. (inputs some slow retro song)


...that's why once in every while, when the night gets cold and lonely,









he lets someone into his heart.



...preferrably someone of his kind.





In small quantity.



Coz enough is just enough.







And because the hero never cries,



you'll just have to laugh with him!

怨天尤人又怎么样，不成熟就是不成熟。
他说，别怕，你不是一个人，因为不只你一个人。
我也不见得有多深刻的体会，突然问我难不难过，其实你又想听什么呢。
肚子饿了就吃饭，流汗了就冲澡，可是再想发脾气，到头来我也只懂得忍。
独生子女恣意妄为吗？笑，世上哪有不为了五斗米折腰的人，更何况庸俗如我。
你说他笔下写不出你要的意境，可有几个人是别人100%的影子，你又为了多少人执笔写下一个接一个的错误。
求同存异。嗯，好像还有人说，只要存在的，就有它的合理性。
我再次说服了自己，可惜我只能说服自己。
你带走我的心结，却压不下我满腹愁情。
世界之大，容身之处何止三窟，兔先生你又要向那个方向逃离我？
爱丽丝天真浪漫，我也只能视而不见。
杯中物可是穿肠毒药，醉了或许就能知分晓。
人言酒能暖腹，夫子可知有何妙方，能速速解这心底凉意？

我不离开。做功名上的逃兵，只显孤僻，和清高划不上等号。
没有梦想没有摇篮又如何，只要你陪我唱完这曲，
那心醉心碎心悸都只是风过无痕。

Don't let the weakness take over now.

The doubt will pass,
the bitterness will subside,
eventually the mind will clear up,
it will make sense somehow.

It's not a matter of right or wrong,
it's just a question of timing.
A temporary lapse of logic is a small price to pay
for long term control of this life.

No one has to be wrong.
I shouldn't have to hate.
I'll just do what I always do.
Wait.
When they recover,
I'll recover.


I still think I am an onion.
You may peel these layers off,
you may fry me inside out
you still don't get your potato.

Though I would love a potato for company.

I can't think.

and I am not even high on booze.

bleeeeeehpluuuuffffffffleeeeeeearrrrrriiiiiiiiiiixxxxxxxxxxx

why the fuck is everything so dead & boring?

I refuse to go back to school, no way.